21 Feb 2007, Dubai, UAE
I thanked my teacher again for inspiring me further with profound messages. As you said rightly there are plenty of people who call themselves teachers and healers and who find excuses to spite others.
I wanted to share something which i am sure most people already know.There is vedic text which has state a powerful set of phrases or chants called 'maha vakyas', and the term Aham Brahmasmi' features in that. it means i am pure consciousness. this is answer for who am i? now knowing that we are aware of the answer in theory doesnt make us awakened. Sri Ramana maharshi the greatest self inquiry master has explained that self inquiry is the fastest and easiest path. his explainations were very brief and he could awaken people just by glancing at them. even swami rama visited him and appreciated this great sage who used to live in the turiya state all the time. ramana maharshi always recommended self enquiry rather than contemplating on the readily available answer. now there were several students of his, some even meditated for 20 years and nothing happened, while a few sat for an hour and were awakened. This signifies the impact of grace versus effort.
Now what my teacher said is profound too. Stop effort, and stop that stop too:) When I contemplated again, I found that so profound, humble and god sent to me.
I am currently going through a lot in my energy field. Suddenely i feel like the universe is taking an appraisal of me before granting me something that i sought for many life times. I have surrendered completely, let God be the goldsmith and me the lowly hammer:)
I sometimes wonder why my teacher was chosen to be sent into my life at such a crucial phase. Do I have a past life connection? I am sure the teacher knows a lot of things about the divine plan and must be letting me discover it bit by bit.
I look back at the life that i lead in this incarnation. I am just an average boy down the street. there is nothing spectacular that made me stand out in any way. but i always felt that there was something big waiting for me, and that kept me going. well, i have talked enough. I owe the universe a lot for being able to receive so much love and compassion. I will do justice to that by paying back .
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Waking up to a message
FEB 18TH 2007, DUBAI
I received a mail today that was so profound. i thank my friend AFK from deep within. I completely understand what the message was. i remain rooted in meditation and dive deeper and experience that losing everything. i dont know if it will be a horror, as i am already prepared to lose to gain the universal truth. i feel blessed that the masters chose me. i always knew that my strong pull towards teaching was not just a fad, but pure inner call.
i saw the world pass by me. however i remained strong and determined. i see many teachers who were making more money than me, and getting more opportunities too. I sometimes felt there is something wrong within me. Maybe i was not yet ready, and hence i kept learning at tremendous pace. i wanted to be qualified and effective teacher and didnt want to leave any stone unturned.
Now i understand that the masters wanted me to understand how inadequate i am after all this learning. They were all the time patient with me, and now when the time is right, they want me to lose everything and awaken to the truth.
I have friends and relatives who are doing so well in material life, and they tried to deviate me from my goal. I had nothing to convince them that i am on the right path, apart from deep inner peace which they cant fathom. but somewhere within i knew my path was right, and everything will fall in place.
Now as i stand still, not trying to learn, or grasp everything in sight. its a tough for someone who has been trying all his life. but the consciousness is such a wonderful teacher and i trust it completely. I love the messenger and the message too as the words have have power in them.
i am sure the universe is behind the guidance. I thank my friend AFK for having spent so much time with me on chat probing me to dig further and contemplate over my initial chattering over the stopping phenomenon.
AFK, you are are gifted with tremendous patience. i will not disappoint anyone who is guiding me. God willing, i will rise from the ashes and awaken to the reality. its no coincidence that i call my creative outfit- vivid reality:)
I received a mail today that was so profound. i thank my friend AFK from deep within. I completely understand what the message was. i remain rooted in meditation and dive deeper and experience that losing everything. i dont know if it will be a horror, as i am already prepared to lose to gain the universal truth. i feel blessed that the masters chose me. i always knew that my strong pull towards teaching was not just a fad, but pure inner call.
i saw the world pass by me. however i remained strong and determined. i see many teachers who were making more money than me, and getting more opportunities too. I sometimes felt there is something wrong within me. Maybe i was not yet ready, and hence i kept learning at tremendous pace. i wanted to be qualified and effective teacher and didnt want to leave any stone unturned.
Now i understand that the masters wanted me to understand how inadequate i am after all this learning. They were all the time patient with me, and now when the time is right, they want me to lose everything and awaken to the truth.
I have friends and relatives who are doing so well in material life, and they tried to deviate me from my goal. I had nothing to convince them that i am on the right path, apart from deep inner peace which they cant fathom. but somewhere within i knew my path was right, and everything will fall in place.
Now as i stand still, not trying to learn, or grasp everything in sight. its a tough for someone who has been trying all his life. but the consciousness is such a wonderful teacher and i trust it completely. I love the messenger and the message too as the words have have power in them.
i am sure the universe is behind the guidance. I thank my friend AFK for having spent so much time with me on chat probing me to dig further and contemplate over my initial chattering over the stopping phenomenon.
AFK, you are are gifted with tremendous patience. i will not disappoint anyone who is guiding me. God willing, i will rise from the ashes and awaken to the reality. its no coincidence that i call my creative outfit- vivid reality:)
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Finally a ray of hope
Dubai, Feb 09, 2007
My Life has been a mixed bag. I have never tasted much success. Many spiritual teachers that I met or bumped into told me that i had to be patient on this path. I did exactly that, and many years have passed since.
I hadnt checked my Ryze page in 6 months. Some strange pull occured from within and I logged into my page. Interestingly, a lady called AFK had written a message on my Ryze Business page. She said I did a good job of spreading divine vibrations in Dubai. I felt very connected to the person and soon I found out her chat Id.
A day later, we were busy chatting something that was so dear to me. It was about my spiritual practice. During the course of the discussion I was told that she was giving me a message direct from the ascended masters. I felt so blessed and protected. Suddenely a ray of hope had surfaced into my life. There was a dint of excitement too. However the deep rooted caution raised its ugly head, only to be admonished.
The message was to STOP whatever i was doing, and accept the grace that is flowing without any resistance. Surender to the divine. Be consciously aware stated the message- loud and clear.
Now that i have a renewed sense of concept in my practice. I know that I am on the right path. Nothing can shake me. The divine plan works in its mystical ways. I thank the guru within, the masters, divine mother for showing me the way.
My Life has been a mixed bag. I have never tasted much success. Many spiritual teachers that I met or bumped into told me that i had to be patient on this path. I did exactly that, and many years have passed since.
I hadnt checked my Ryze page in 6 months. Some strange pull occured from within and I logged into my page. Interestingly, a lady called AFK had written a message on my Ryze Business page. She said I did a good job of spreading divine vibrations in Dubai. I felt very connected to the person and soon I found out her chat Id.
A day later, we were busy chatting something that was so dear to me. It was about my spiritual practice. During the course of the discussion I was told that she was giving me a message direct from the ascended masters. I felt so blessed and protected. Suddenely a ray of hope had surfaced into my life. There was a dint of excitement too. However the deep rooted caution raised its ugly head, only to be admonished.
The message was to STOP whatever i was doing, and accept the grace that is flowing without any resistance. Surender to the divine. Be consciously aware stated the message- loud and clear.
Now that i have a renewed sense of concept in my practice. I know that I am on the right path. Nothing can shake me. The divine plan works in its mystical ways. I thank the guru within, the masters, divine mother for showing me the way.
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